Tuesday, August 12, 2008
very SHORT LovE sTories - Tree, Leaf and Wind
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The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.
I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.
My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.
When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.
I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.
During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Leaf
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During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.
I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?
Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.
Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay
Wind
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Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.
Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away
It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree
I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
LOVE QUOTES
CUTE LOVE QUOTES
Love: The most fun you can have without laughing.
How do you know if a man's sexually satisfied?
He's snoring.
What do men consider foreplay?
Buying Dinner.
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech
when words become superfluous.
If you want me to fall for you,
you got to give me something worth tripping over
If being in love was a crime,
I would be guilty as charged
Before you fall in love,
make surer there is someone there to catch you
If a rose is supposed to represent love,
then why does it wither up and die?
Friends are like bras,
They're close to your heart and there for support.
Sometimes I wonder if men and
women really suit each other.
Perhaps they should live next door
and just visit now and then.
Honeymoon: A short period of doting
between dating and debating.
Love: the delusion that one woman differs from another.
Love is a fire.
But whether it is going to warm your heart
or burn down your house,
you can never tell.
No man is truly married until he
understands every word his wife is NOT saying.
It's been so long since I made love,
I can't even remember who gets tied up.
Love is like pi - natural, irrational,and very important.
Love me for my mind and not my body
play with my body and not my mind
I don't know if I like you
I don't know if I care
All I know is your really hot
And its hard not to stare
I want to drink from your loving cup
Swear I'll never give you up
Steal all your kisses underneath the moon
I want to lie here close to you look at what you made me do
Darling you're the reason why
I drink, swear, steal and lie
Some kiss behind the garden gate
cuz love is blind but the neighbors aint
Dating should be less about matching outward circumstances than meeting your inner necessity.
Don't cry for a man who's left you,
the next one may fall for your smile.
Sex without love is merely healthy exercise.
My boyfriend used to ask his mother,
'How can I find the right woman for me?'
and she would answer,
'Don't worry about finding the right woman
- concentrate on becoming the right man.
Attraction is not a choice.
The best way to find your perfect match
is to meet love halfway.
Bisexuality immediately doubles your
chances for a date on Saturday night.
It is the woman who chooses
the man who will choose her.
Computerized dating can save a lot of guesswork
- but so can a bikini.
The whole dating ritual was different when I was a kid.
Girls got pinned, not nailed.Men aren't necessities, they're luxuries.
Men aren't necessities, they're luxuries.
He said he'd love me forever.
Forever ended quick.
Love at first sight is possible,
but it pays to take a second look.
No love, no friendship,
can cross the path of our destiny
without leaving some mark on it forever.
Material things can't make the soul whole.
The only the love, trust, and loyalty of friends can do that.
Sex without the sizzle is
like lemonade without the pop,
it quenches your thirst,
but leaves you feeling flat!
Passion is not having sex;
it's making love forever.
True love is like a pair of socks:
you gotta have two and they've gotta match.
Love is like a game of chess:
One false move and you're mated.
One should always be in love.
That is the reason one should never marry.
The bravest thing that men do is love women.
Love is blind.
That is why he always
proceeds by the sense of touch.
Love is like smiling,
it never fades and is contagious.
Anyone can be passionate,
but it takes real lovers to be silly.
Love is an ideal thing,
marriage a real thing.
Marriage marks the end of many short follies
- being one long stupidity.
Keep your eyes wide open before marriage,
half shut afterwards.
Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing;
a confusion of the real with the ideal never goes unpunished.
Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
Second marriage is the triumph of hope over experience
I think men who have a pierced ear are better prepared for marriage.
They've experienced pain and bought jewelry.
Stupid men are the
only ones worth knowing, after all.
Marriages are made in heaven
and are consummated on earth.
A wedding anniversary is the celebration of love,
trust, partnership, tolerance and tenacity.
The order varies for any given year.
A husband is what is left of the lover
after the nerve has been extracted.
Love is being stupid together.
To keep your marriage brimming,
With love in the loving cup,
Whenever you’re wrong, admit it;
Whenever you’re right, shut up.
Love is grand;
divorce is a hundred grand.
If love is blind,
why is lingerie so popular?
Love is like war:
Easy to begin but hard to end.
It is not uncommon for slight acquaintances to get married,
but a couple really have to know each other to get divorced.
I love being married.
It's so great to find one special person
you want to annoy for the rest of your life.
Do not marry a man to reform him.
That is what reform schools are for.
Men always want to be a woman's first love
- women like to be a mans last romance.
Woman's happiness begins
with her first love and ends about then.
Every man is thoroughly happy twice in his life:
just after he has met his first love,
and just after he has left his last one
One good thing about Internet dating:
you're guaranteed to click with whomever you meet.
Dont try to run away from love, it will only come back and beat your ass.
EASY:
A term used to describe a
woman who has the morals of a man.
Some people come into our lives,
Leave footprints in our hearts,
And we are never ever the same.
Love: a temporary insanity,
curable by marriage...
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.
A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks;
A woman loses hers after four kisses
There is a place you can touch a
woman that will drive her crazy.
Her heart.
I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry.
That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste.
Think of love as a card game:
first, get rid of the jokers,
throw away the hearts,
keep the diamonds...
then try to get a king
They keep saying there is a perfect person
for everyone out there but
I seriously think that mine got hit by a truck.
If I had to choose between you
and everything in the world,
I would choose you cause then
i'd have more then everything in the world
Your prince will come.
He may not be riding a white horse,
or have a big castle.
But he will want you, and only you,
and that will be better than any fairytale
No one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Don't find love,
let love find you.
That's why it's
called falling in love,
because you don't force
yourself to fall,
you just fall.
Everyone has their own reason
for waking up in the morning...
Mine is you.
